Romance Is Hard

[shauds]

Todays mood is wanting to work on that JayEddie highschool AU thing, but not wanting to start up yet another romance WIP. Especially not for a pairing I've never written romantically before. It took my first JaySteph fic like 30 chapters to actually get have any romance in it, so long I considered just turning the thing gen at many points so I could get it done. And even now that I've reached the romance it takes weeks to months to get any chapters involving that romance written. I haven't updated the thing since February last year because I can't get the romance chunk of the next chapter done. I don't want to do that again with the JayEddie thing.

I could always write the HSAU as gen, but I've gotten attached to it being a romance story. Don't know why, seeing as how romance is thr hardest thing on tbe planet for me to actually write. If I just started the story, I'd get like, the first four chapters up really quickly, and then feel horrible again when the rest of it took so long.

Just going to keep working on the non romantic Jason and Eddie thing instead.